So Far AwayIf you leave, where will you go Before the regret you hold in your heart will start to show If you leave, how will you know If our ever after ever had a chance to grow Do you dream or do you sleep Do you pick and choose amongst the jewels for one to keep Do you wish upon a star Or does everything just out of reach seem just too far away Nothing seems to change Let alone when you won't forget my name Just don't lose what you know Just don't lose what you know When you're so far away So deep you say And no matter where you go it all ends up the same Do you wish upon a star Or does everything just out of reach seem just too far away Nothing seems to change Let alone when you won't forget my name Just don't lose what you know Just don't lose what you know When you're so far away What you lose is what you know Where you go is where you grow How near we've come has yet to show We've come so close yet so far away So far away What did I do to you What did I do to you What did I do to you What did I do to you Nothing seems to change Let alone when you won't forget my name Just don't lose what you know Just don't lose what you know When you're so far away What did I do to you So far away What did I do to you So far away What did I do to you So far away... What did I do to you. Nine Days Index Absolutely ( Story Of A Girl )This is the story of a girl Who cried a river and drowned the whole world And while she looks so sad in photographs I absolutely love her When she smiles... How many days in a year She woke up with hope But she only found tears And I can be so insincere Making her promises never for real As long as she stands there waiting Wearing the holes in the soles of her shoes How many days disappear When you look in the mirror So how do you choose Your clothes never wear as well the next day And your hair never falls in quite the same way But you never seem to run out of things to say... This is the story of a girl Who cried a river and drowned the whole world And while she looks so sad in photographs I absolutely love her When she smiles... How many lovers would stay Just to put up with this s--t day after day How did we wind up this way Watching our mouths for the words that we say As long as we stand here waiting Wearing the clothes of the souls that we choose How do we get there today When we’re walking too far for the Price of our shoes Your clothes never wear as well the next day And your hair never falls in quite the same way But you never seem to run out of things to say... This is the story of a girl Who cried a river and drowned the whole world And while she looks so sad and lonely there I absolutely love her When she smiles... Your clothes never wear as well the next day And your hair never falls in quite the same way But you never seem to run out of things to say... This is the story of a girl Who cried a river and drowned the whole world And while she looks so sad in photographs I absolutely love her When she smiles... This is the story of a girl Her pretty face she hid from the world And while she looks so sad and lonely there I absolutely love her... This is the story of a girl Who cried a river and drowned the whole world And while she looks so sad in photographs I absolutely love her When she smiles... Nine Days Index If I AmSo you're standin on the ledge It looks like you might fall Its so far down Or maybe you were thinkin about jumpin Now you could have it all If you learned a little patience For though I cannot fly I'm not content to crawl So give me a little credit Have in me a little faith I wanna be with you forever If tomorrow's not too late But its always too late when you got nothin So you say You should never let the sun set on tomorrow Before the sun rises today If I am Another waste of everything you dreamed of I will let you down If I am Only here to watch you as you suffer I will let you down So you're walkin on the edge And you wait your turn to fall But you're so far gone That you don't see the hands upheld to catch you And you could find the fault In the heart that you've been handed For though you cannot fly You're not content to crawl And its always too late when you got nothin So you say But we should never let the sun set on tomorrow Before the sun rises If I am Another waste of everything you hoped for I will let you down If I am Only here to watch you as you suffer I will let you down So you're standin on the ledge It looks like you might fall If I am Another waste of everything you dreamed of I will let you down If I am Only here to watch you as you suffer I will let you down The answers we find Are never what we had in mind So we make it up as we go along You don't talk of dreams When i won't mention tomorrow And we won't make those promises we can't keep I will never leave you I will not let you down I will never leave you I will not let you down Nine Days Index End Up AloneWhat I see is what's to be Cartwheels to eternity Round and round my head she goes In the good dreams though she wears no clothes Took our picture by the sea The ocean waits to carry me Carry me back home again To where she sleeps I lay my head Saw her running barefoot But the ground there never touched her feet Watched her in the shadows While the tide came in and claimed our beach We could've made it in the dunes We had it all within our reach But I've got a lot of life to learn And you've got a lot of life to teach Why do we all end up alone Why do we always have to find our way back home Why do we all end up alone We gather no moss just like a rolling What I say is what I mean No definition in between Couldn't make it in the movie scene You couldn't stay on, you couldn't stay clean What you wear is who you are The odds are in and you'll go far A penny for your thoughts you'll see A nickel buys you what you need Saw you on the big show Saw you swinging from the big trapeze Standing on my tiptoes While you brushed the dirt from off your knees Should have come as no surprise No one else here did have your drive You've got a big white stretch parked right outside But nobody there to share your ride Why do we all end up alone Why do we always have to find our way back home Why do we all end up alone Why do we all end up dead drunk or stoned What I know is what I hear The ringing in my ears is clear A monkey's got it made you see Swinging from the vine of a coconut tree Why do we all end up alone Why do we always have to find our way back home Why do we all end up alone We gather no moss just like a rolling stone Why do we all end up alone Why do we always have to find our way back home Why do we all end up alone Why do we all wake up dead drunk or stoned Dead drunk or stoned Just like a rolling stone. Nine Days Index SometimesShadows they fall on the stage of your own life Trailing behind footsteps There's comfort in ghosts who are no longer with you Hiding behind your death I let you down, you've lost your own taste I'm losing ground, I fall from grace Well, just listen, sometimes You gotta set free what you love just to bring it back Oh, would you ever lose me Would you ever let go for that And if the love is real, you gotta let yourself go Just to bring it back, sometimes Just to bring it back, mmm Hiding inside my asylum I'm always hanging on by a thread I can't expect you to respect me Until I've learned to respect myself I've let you down, you've lost your own taste I'm losing ground, I miss your face Well, just listen Well, just listen Sometimes Sometimes You gotta set free what you love just to bring it back Oh, would you ever lose me Would you ever let go for that And if the love is real, you gotta let yourself go Just to bring it back Sometimes Just to bring it back Oh, the love you're bringing back I've let you down (I've let you down) You've lost your own taste I'm losing ground, I fall from grace Well, just listen Sometimes Sometimes Sometimes You gotta set free what you love just to bring it back Oh, would you ever lose me Would you ever let go for that And if the love is real, you gotta teach yourself Just to bring it back Sometimes Just to bring it back Oh, the love you're bringing back Oh, the love you're bringing back Sometimes Sometimes Just to bring it back You gotta rest for a while, oh... Just to bring it back Just to bring it back. Nine Days Index Bob DylanBobby's in the basement making his movie He paints a little picture but not to be cheesy He wants this little girl to believe in him easy Bristles to the canvas imagining he feels high, mmm Inspiration of my heart search for light out of the dark All the pictures in my heart lie awake there in my fog This oasis in my arms I approach it with disarm Though it might do me some harm stop to catch me if I fall Bobby's in the basement making his music He never won't stop though not to abuse it If there's some other way that they only would use it He lives another day but they always refuse it Lacerations of my heart Dropped down in pieces in the dark Mixed the words up on this page Makes the purple turn to beige Inspiration of my heart search for light out of the dark All the pictures in my heart lie awake there in my fog This oasis in my arms I approach it with disarm Though it might do me some harm So stop to catch me if I fall It's just like Bob Dylan says... Stop depression of my own walk the only road I know If I am only dreamin' then I am not that far from it Sow the strength that grows from seeds worship creativity If I am only dreamin' then me an' Bob are not that far today So long as I'm young Bobby's in the basement making his music I search the beaches walk the sand I cut my feet on broken glass Strap the sandals on my feet I'm run down but I still hit the street Inspiration of my heart search for light out of the dark All the pictures in my heart lie awake there in my fog It's just like Bob Dylan says... Stop depression of my own walk the only road I know If I am only dreamin' then I am not that far from it Sow the strength that grows from seeds worship creativity If I am only dreamin' then me an' Bob are not that far today So long as I'm young So long as I'm young, mmm Bobby's in the basement making his movie He paints a little picture but not to be cheesy He wants this little girl to believe in him easy Bristles to the canvas imagining he feels high, high Inspiration of my heart Desperation of my heart, mmm, mmm Nine Days Index 257 WeeksYou could be waiting for a day that won't come And you could be so much more than you've become And I have found my feet 257 weeks But you could be waiting for a day that won't come You could be waiting for your life to begin And you could be so much more than, than you've been And I have found my feet 257 weeks But you could be waiting for your life to begin And it's so sad You're so good and I'm so bad But you won't see me wasting the best thing I've ever had And it's such a shame That I can't tell you anything You won't hear me still you endear me now, yeah Hard to see past the window facing forward looking back (oh, oh) Over years spent tracing wondering how you left your track (oh, oh) Underwater breathing burns your lungs and breaks your back (oh, oh) And you could be waiting right here for a day that won't come And it's so sad You're so good and I'm so bad But you won't see me wasting the best thing I've ever had And it's such a shame That I can't tell you anything You won't hear me still you endear me now, yeah (Oh, oh) Yeah, yeah Hey You could be waiting for your life to begin And you could be so much more than, than you've been And I have found my feet 257 weeks But you could be waiting for your life to begin And it's so sad You're so good and I'm so bad But you won't see me wasting the best thing I've ever had And it's such a shame That I can't tell you anything You won't hear me still you endear me It's so sad You're so good and I'm so bad But you won't see me wasting the best thing I've ever had And it's such a shame That I can't tell you anything You won't hear me still you endear me now, yeah (Oh, oh) still you endear me now (Oh, oh) yeah (Oh, oh) still you endear me now. Nine Days Index BitterIn my heart sent, my confession, my condolence You're indefinite, you're incompetent, inconsiderate You're so childish I will push you out of what is real, out of my head You can stick and drown at your residence of disappointments Are of yours to come So embrace them, oh, my shallow one today If I could change anything then I would change everything These bitter days shall remain I don't ask for your forgiveness I don't care much for your actress That's just you though shallow and selfish So I go now, oh, my hollow one today If I could change anything then I would change everything These bitter days shall remain You carry your blues behind your eyes Don't flatter yourself I will survive So carry your blues, your own denial Your feathers are gone you'll never fly If I could change (if I could change) anything (Anything) Then I would wipe the years away If I could change (if I could change) anything (Anything) Then I would brush the time away If I could change (if I could change...) anything (Anything) Then I would change (I would change...) everything (Everything) These bitter days shall remain Since you're gone, I'm much better than you You carry your blues behind your eyes Don't flatter yourself I will survive So carry your blues, your own denial Your feathers are gone you'll never fly She'll never fly Mmm... Nine Days Index Back To MeIf you would just come back to me I would be so good Put your trust back in me The least I think you should We'll call it my pathology So I misunderstood A bit selfish I should be If I could change I would See it on my face All I wanted was a friend To look in me to comprehend All I wanted was to fly How could you sit and watch me die All I wanted was you there Your cruelty was my despair You just killed me so the story goes Once upon a time, there was a girl Who loved me more than life itself By the duck pond, she said Carved our names into the bark We climbed the tree I slipped and fell behind Now I'm sorry If you would just come back to me I would be so good Put your trust back in me The least I think you should We'll call it my pathology So I misunderstood A bit selfish I should be If I could change I would See it on my face See it on my face All reminds me of your name We sought fortune through the rain Every day and every place Everywhere I kissed your face All the sacrifice in vain How could you put all the blame upon me That's not fair so the story goes Once upon a time We had the moon, we had the stars, we were divine Upon my shoulder, she cried Now she hides the faith, she fears, she throws herself Before her bed of lies She'll be sorry If you would just come back to me I would be so good Put your trust back in me The least I think you should We'll call it my pathology So I misunderstood A bit selfish I should be If I could change I would See it on my face If you would just come back to me I would be so good Put your trust back in me The least I think you should We'll call it my pathology So I misunderstood A bit selfish I should be If I could change I would If you would just come back to me If you would just come back to me, oh... If you would just come back to me I see it on my face ... It's alright It's alright It's alright. Nine Days Index CrazyI drive in the rain With the window open But it's not the same When everything has changed But while your still near I'll try anything And I'll say all the things that you said you wanted to hear But the words inside my head Are better left unsaid To lie like the ghosts beneath my bed, oh yeah Don't you know that I go crazy But I've nothing left to give Though I'll miss you for a while Don't you know that I go crazy But you're on your own tonight Though you know I'll miss your smile You, you can't take back Half of what you give And you won't remember Half the life you've lived But while you're still here I'll do anything And I'll say all the things that you said you needed to hear Don't you know that I go crazy But I've nothing left to give Though I'll miss you for a while Don't you know that I go crazy But you're on your own tonight Though you know I'll miss your smile The words inside my head Are better than the words I've said As always Don't you know that I go crazy But I've nothing left to give Though I'll miss you for a while Don't you know that I go crazy But you're on your own tonight Though you know I'll miss your smile Don't you know that I go crazy Though you know I'll miss your smile. Nine Days Index RevolveI wanna crawl inside your womb I wanna watch the rose on your cheeks bloom I wanna be the face in the moon And watch the stars spin around your room All your carefully worded letters And your carefully spoken words I will continue to evolve I'll continue to revolve around your sun Cause you are the only one Who understands, who reaches out with both hands Even while you're fading, I'm just shivering and waiting I will continue to evolve I'll continue to revolve around your sun Cause you are the only one I wanna drink deep from your well I wanna be the heart for which you fell I wanna be a shooting star Across the heavens to be where you are All your carefully worded letters And your carefully spoken words I will continue to evolve I'll continue to revolve around your sun Cause you are the only one Who understands, who reaches out with both hands Even while your fading, I'm just shivering and waiting I will continue to evolve I'll continue to revolve around your sun Cause you are the only one I wanna crawl inside your womb I wanna watch the rose on your cheeks bloom I will continue to evolve I'll continue to revolve around your sun Cause you are the only one Who understands, who reaches out with both hands Even while your fading, I'm just shivering and waiting Who understands, who reaches out with both hands Even while your fading, I'm just shivering and waiting I will continue to evolve I'll continue to revolve around your sun Cause you are the only one Time missing out You're missing out I'm missing out (You are the only one) We're missing out Time missing out You're missing out I'm missing out (You are the only one) We're missing out. Nine Days Index Wanna BeTo watch the leaves grow on the trees with you is out of question I walk into this summer all alone the usual session You feel your instinct then you act but was it your intention To leave me down and broken now you've ended our ascension, yeah I still can feel the beach sand in my shoes, remember when We talked along the ocean's song til blue from black fade in But that was then I learned to live without you far within I ask you why you're back to try to let me lose again You brought me here, you wet my taste You disappear without a trace It wasn't me who made the call Cause now I wanna be Where you sleep Where you laugh Where you breathe And I hate to say Still I sway Brown your eyes Gone away Should I feel some closure I deserve if that at least And would you be so kind to show reasons for your release You woke me up from a distant past I left behind complete The message that you sent that night now falls to bittersweet Was it me, my honesty You fail to show I never know It wasn't me who made the call Cause now I wanna be Where you sleep Where you laugh Where you breathe And I hate to say Still I sway Brown your eyes Gone away Was it me, my honesty You fail to show I never know You brought me here, you wet my taste You disappear without a trace Did ya think I'd ever lead you wrong Just know I'll save all of our moments that we are Still I wanna be Where you sleep Where you laugh Where you breathe And I hate to say Still I sway Brown your eyes Gone away Now I wanna be (Someday you'll wish you never) Where you sleep (Someday you'll wish you never) Where you laugh (Someday you'll wish you never) Where you breathe (Someday you'll wish you never) And I hate to say (Someday you'll wish you never) Still I sway (Someday you'll wish you never) Brown your eyes (Someday you'll wish you never) Gone away (Someday you'll wish you never) It took you long enough It took you long enough. 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