Island Of Shame


One summer morning
He left us ashamed
In some small town of small ways
The one they feared
They might turn to stone
They feared to hold his hand
And he died alone
Don't leave them on
An island of shame
Your solution
You - homophobic
You - coward
You send them away to an island of misery
You're not immune to any disease
I can not argue when the truth is plain to see
In your beliefs, your fear of death
I see reflections of society
We'll take our last breath - alone
Adding insult to injuries - He was alone

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Lazy


I just lost my job, I just lost my girl, things are getting way
Out of con[trol] but my living proff is writing me.
Thrust me down, I'll never leave, over head and guilt tv,
I'm burn't out and lazy. Looking, dwealing, fuck me.
Look at my cat, why can't I live like that, all of the animals except a few,
Do nothing else but eat and shit, yesterday was not the time. In my belt, in my mind. I'm lazy.
Fuck you.

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Know It All


Look at the world in disbelief
You used to follow - now you lead
College has enlightened you
And you are proud to be different
And like different bands - different types
You ain't nobody's fool
It's like certain bands remind you of someone you hated
'Cause they didn't wear the right clothing
And there's only one true fashion
Alot of the bands on the college charts are great bands
Until they get signed. Then you hate them
It's such bullshit - you used to love them you hypocrite
I remember you and I listening to bands that we liked
Only the songs mattered to you
But now you're a D.J. and preaching that hype
"Corporate Rock Sucks"
"You know, college radio enlightens you"
It's supposed to serve as a means to expose new bands
Without prejudice, but it makes no sense
Safe harbor for the underground
'Til the alternative becomes the popular sound
The bands are good 'til they make enough cash
To eat food and get a pad
Then they're sold out and their music is cliché
Because talent's exclusive to bands without pay
Know it all - Did you really listen to that song?
Could you ever write what you call wrong?

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Stockin' The Neighbors


Friday night's the perfect night to mow some neighbor's lawn,
And Dave is drunk and at the helm before too long.
And Chris will gladly ride shotgun, 'cause navigating seems like fun,
Drunk and out of gas, they drive around and crash.
They're driving through your yard, there's nothing you can do,
Dave's behind the wheel, and he's had more than just a few.
Suburban families slumber in civility,
Awakened to the sights and sounds of the yard
They're blowing down in their death machine.
Drive, drive, drive, drive, drive, drive...
Dave's a midnight landscaper, and he's working overtime,
And he is full throttle, full throttle tonight, Alright!
He was almost home, just one more block, he had to hit that last mailbox,
Dumped it in a ditch, ain't that a bitch? [Stoking the neighbors!]
Came time to run, came time to bail,
He was having too much fun to spend the night in jail.
He had no "Triple A" for a tow truck,
Called them anyway: Goleta, hear them say, "Hey pal, you're fucked!"
Dave's a decent guy, like most of us, until he drinks,
And then his liquid mind takes over how he thinks.
And then all that matters is having fun, pulling off the next beer run,
On one too many nights, the party's over.
He's driving through your yard, there's nothing you can do,
Dave's behind the wheel, and he's had more than one or two.
Suburban families slumber in civility,
Awakened to the aftermath: the neighbors have been stoked...

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Give It Back


Try to ignore him
Try to have self-control
When that tounge slips just once
It's in his eyes
Silence by energy push me down
And it likes to come again
Here to make you listen to them
Treated to many times
The eye for eye has left us blind
This creature of demise, repaid all the time
You hate them, you hate yourself
Take it out on someone else
I feel a change within myself, I used to be out of control
I always knew in hurricane, that inspiration was a game
And now it seems as grow old, as I mature I'm lesser bold
I can't believe how cruel and cold some people act, I give it back
Cause I don't want it, and I don't need it, so I give it back
Don't want to understand the child abuse, the past gone violent
Don't justify his violent nature
Sooner or later I hope he meets his maker once again
And like his father before him he
Kills himself
Cause I don't want it and I don't need it
So I give it back
You hate them, you hate yourself
Take it out on someone else!!

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Rust


They make your bed, don't they
Long ago they fought and died for faith - what's changed ?
It's said that we've acquired tolerance to build more bridges
Cross those rivers, yet modern man enslaves his conscious
And the undertow of blame still flows between
Give it birth to the machine - hostilities of ancestry
Slow to understand the variance - quick to judge on one aspect - rust
We call them fools today - they will call us fools in days to come - always
In any age it's ignorance
He that he's not with me is against me
The river of pride swells to high, washing those bridges out to sea
Give it birth to the machine
Too proud to love - Too proud
Soaking in your fears - rusting away
Never comprehending - always condescending
Slow to understand the variance - quick to judge - quick to condem
Carried them for years - stones that they once cast
Place the blame on them as if it were their past
Yesterdays distrust
Resent, Regret, disgust
Still we pay for their living - pay for their mistakes
Who will cast the latest stones of hate
Pay for their misgivings - pay for their living
Still we find that on the surface there is rust

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Goin' South


Gotta drive all night if not a go
Got to designate a driver before the show
It's your turn now at the wheel
There's nothing like a guard rail to wake you up in the middle of the night
And we are drivin' north, goin' south
It looks like we'll sleep here, we're out of beer
We're headed south on the north bound
Our wheels might as well be square cause we're not really getting anywhere
Tire tracks throughout, felt the brakin', I don't think we're gonna make it
Drivin' around, goin' downIt looks like we'll sleep here, I need a beer
South, goin' south, check us out we're goin' south
South, headed south, check it out, we're goin' down
South, goin' south

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Dis'Chords


Silent again - when spoken their is friction and conflict
Why do we rub each other wrong maybe
We've known each other too well for too long
You and I have heard each other speech before are
These words that I said - the same words that you heard
We can only agree to disagree in disharmony
Is it too much likeness or indifference
Well the answers in the question isn't it
The deepest cut of all comes from a trusted friend
But I'm sick of it all I can't listen I wish that
All of it would end you cut me off - I cut you down jerrated words
Let's stop repeating the lesson. We've been through thick n' thin
I consider you a friend though it's hard for me show
Everytime you hear this song you'll know it's not just the business
We know much more exist let's end the bad notes and the dis'chords
We'll tune our attitude and realize a personal reward

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Coffee And Cigarettes


I'm getting used to getting old but where's my ambition
Days of omission
I feel broken down inside because my words seem to be trite adding
To the overwhelming
Always a question of truth your truths question my efficiency
Shocking - The words you can't hear
Impact - The words I can't write
Recycled words don't justify...
None of these words suffice searching for the sharp words
To drive the message in I put the last words down then I begin
To question the truth Your truths question my efficiency
Impact the words you can´t hear
Shocking the words I can´t write

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Brown Eyed Girl


(Van Morison cover)

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Whipping Boy


Now it's simple to me
Sometimes you have to let go when there's
Next to nothing
You say everytime she says no
There's more pain then love
It comes shove almost
Everytime you speak
Somehow you fight
Something's just crazy
Somehow it's taking all the life left in you
You're losing ground
Carrying that torch
Your not asking for much
As she has
Had time to heal
And she doesn't need you any longer an you...
Had time to drink
And you call her to tell her you've gotten much stronger
At three in the morning she says stop calling cause...
Everyone's asleep
Some of us work
You're driving me crazy
When will you get on with my life
Now every nights friday night
Picking fights with your friends
Somehow trying to make amends
So you seach for comfort in a friend
It's not the same she won't understand
You both learned to think alike
So what was so wrong
Where's she tonight
Out there drinking while you're left in thinking
It's taken all the life left in...
You're losing ground
Carrying that torch
You're not asking for much
Still somehow
You'll wait for her
You say she'll return
But you still carry that torch
That girl
Whipping boy!

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No One


Labors of commitment
Blood of his arms
A growing sense of duty
But in his song he's screaming out
Insuficient - he just falls further behind
Principles, purpose, tradition, time Weigh heavy on this guilty mind
Wits astray
Blind in rage, a war he'll wage on grieving
Another no one hanging from the ceiling
Because only the extreme makes an impression
When drowning in the mainstream
One at the mercy of another's faith finally answers To no one in his fall from grace
They say they love him but how could they ever
Miles above him they ask for repent
It doesn't matter what you want from me
Don't think there's worth in my apology
Because people never really change
You and I will always be the same and it's a problem
That we can't mend because it happened once it will happen again
Because they plant their seeds of condition
Until we have no choice, we lose conviction wits astray
Blind in rage, a war he'll wage on grieving
Another no one blows his head off
Because only the extreme makes an impression
When drowning in the mainstream no one

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Bye For Now


Here comes the day I see my friends far away,
When I grow up inside what will happen to me?
The city sights the business types,
I can see but where are you?
Bye for now.
Didn't mean to let you down,
Didn't mean to drive you away.
Bye for now!
Now that your not around,
So many things I'd like to say!
See here I think I've found the missing link,
The piece that holds us together.
If I had my way I'd here you say that it's OK,
Friendship should last for ever.
Bye for now.
Didn't mean to let you down,
Didn't mean to drive you away.
Bye for now!
Now that you're not around,
So many things I'd like to say
Didn't mean to let you down...
Didn't mean to let you down...
Didn't mean to let you down...
Didn't mean to let you down...
Didn't mean to let you down...
Never meant to let you down...
Didn't mean to let you down...

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Hidden Track


Don't call it a movement, there's other ways of saying it
Call it brown table and I'm playin' it down
Make it round even a wear account fat amounts
Blazin', Appraisin'
People are very unordinary
Every nation a backin'on out
Come on everybody let me hear you shout
I'm gonna back on out
My momma said back on out
Smokin' it ain't stoppin
It's coming down and this melt is rockin'
Rain my mother ate draino, mt. st. helen
A volcano
Burnin' like hot lava
I got the runs cause I drink too much java
Ouch that sensation
I got the runs I got constipation

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