A Feedbag Of Truckstop Poetry I pulled over for a feedbag I thought of you, it wasn't bad You had direction and drive and you arrived at closing time to find, they wiped down the bar And they built you a bed Laid your head to rest and left you try to true again, you may be proud then As it was always wishful thought I would imagine you off, maybe I'd see you again, We could sit down and have a moment and talk about your suicide And I would put away your death if you could put away the dope And all our enemies, well, there's no time for you to know them, any crooked mind disease but Hopeless fools, they will be missing you I pulled over for nostalgia I thought of suffering the joke No one delivered the punchline, no resolution is here I couldn't sharpen the view And it's still drawn to you, waiting on the new but then this story has no end As we continue driving Lag Wagon Index Narrow Straits I want to mute the scene To turn the clocks, turn them off and feel your silence, shut them out Block my ears and I wanna hear of some way or down and out and all else is separation My watches when you heave For the last In a conscience moment I could live in nice and regret Here in the past My choose makes Memories and more, you clearly maybe think that I have something to live for Buried in the dirt Someone will dig and pull the fleet For once and believe And then you pray for me, our world's friend, they'll lilt An undefined promise to heed So fight it In a colored frustration As I enter the vault you breach Unsubsided Hit fur Lag Wagon Index Burn That Bridges When We Get To It Burn those bridges to the ground (Ground, ground, ground) Without a sound We just blew up Hard to be a deserter This is a lot This is their truth Someone told you live is short But short's just long No need for validation, short, you never needed song You without harmony, you gave them underwelming for change, lives worth ending in a flat low gesture Passionate to some is not enough Up the ladder to the lounge, be an anal tush You make them proud to crush you, see if they like watching you burn just like the bridge You wandered first so burn those bridges to the ground without a care You know you'll not before they're here, there, ain't left, addicted to the sound of insufficient Only recognized before you compromised Lag Wagon Index Losing Everyone I'm kinda down about it I'm kinda sick about this feeling, talking brings it up I'm kinda short on feelings I kinda got the feeling that I'm losing everyone Could this be all, could it linger anymore but What an endless fall, there's no use to call it off So I'm rolling down the stairway And I'm giving in these thoughts sound angry, talking brings it out So now I'm down about it I'm kinda sick about this feeling, drinking brings it up And I don't even know why I shouted out I'm the one whose feeling down Again I'm kinda down about it I'm kinda sick about this feeling, talking brings it out Could this be all, could it linger anymore? In an endless fall there's no use to call it off And I don't even know why I started all I'm the one whose feeling down Yeah, don't even know why I started all I'm the one whose feeling all down, I'm the one whose living with it all Lag Wagon Index Jimmy Johnson I remember well I'm holding him down Silent under to his torture, tortures me now Pounding the mold Force the odd, size peace Why did they put Jimmy Johnson In a prison, didn't belong, in some new school he might find others just like him Obviously he's retarded Look at your kids, look at what they see Focus on an easy target, torment the freak One golden rule Children are cruel No one here's more Jimmy Johnson but where the kids are rotten Jimmy make us proud Jimmy Johnson, our mother and only son So sorry, please forgive us for all that we done, We thought it would be best for you if you could coexist We had to put you to the test Lag Wagon Index Eat Your Words Wait For us We come content in the back of the bus Guilty of the time you spend serving, There's someone left to give you up But you're not Laboring the thought of something incomplete No one lives exception to this passing grief Unstable in your voice agrees Pleading To me You can't lie to me honestly To me I will eat your words and every tenth You got just numb There's always someone here for more I always listen to accents Wasting time while time is wasting you and I never left, I just shut up, still I can hear it from your mouth counting Seconds With a grain of hope unto thirst Julie You will eat your words and your words And you will fast Disappear Lag Wagon Index Want Been staring for a hundred hours, run down a spiral drain, keep mouth clamped tight and it isn't right Three words keep running round my mind but tongue is hard to find, I need to let it go cause I know Dark secrets burn their vessel, Tearing out to grab a mouthful chunk of heart destroyed by quiet, Yell it out before it kills you now Let it all out I used to let rumors do my work, they got around real well Now they only hurt, it's a liar's quirk This time I gotta say it straight, I mean to do some good I'm calling out your name while the chance remains Dark secrets burn their vessel, Tearing out to grab a mouthful chunk of heart destroyed by quiet, Yell it out before it kills you now Let it all out I, I, I, I, I, I, I want you I, I, I, I, I, I, I want you I, I, I, I, I, I, I want you I, I, I, I, I, I, I want you So now you know where I come from, my secret's come undone, my heart reveals my cause I'm lying naked at your feet, don't crush the heart that bleeds Take me at my word, it may sound absurd, I, I, I, I, I, I, I want you I, I, I, I, I, I, I want you I, I, I, I, I, I, I want you I, I, I, I, I, I, I want you I want you, I want you, I want you I want you, I want you and I want you I want you, I want you Lag Wagon Index Bring On The Dancing Horses Jimmy Brown Made of stone Charlie Clown No way home Bring on the dancing horses, headless and all alone, Shiver and say the words of every lie you've heard First I'm gonna make it then I'm gonna break it till it falls apart Hating all the faking and shaking while I'm breaking your brittle heart Billy stands All alone Sinking sand Skin and bone Bring on the dancing horses wherever they may roam, Shiver and say the words of every lie you've heard First I'm gonna make it then I'm gonna break it till it falls apart Hating all the faking and shaking while I'm breaking your brittle heart Brittle heart Brittle heart Brittle heart And my little heart goes Jimmy Brown Made of stone Charlie Clown No way home Bring on the headless horses wherever they may roam, Shiver and say the words of every lie you've heard First I'm gonna make it then I'm gonna break it till it falls apart Hating all the faking and shaking while you're breaking my brittle heart Brittle heart Brittle heart And our little heart goes Bring on the new Messiah wherever he may roam Bring on the new Messiah wherever he may roam Bring on the new Messiah wherever he may roam Bring on the new Messiah wherever he may roam Lag Wagon Index Randal Gets Drunk He shouts fire in a crowded room With some conscience intend Draws a jaggy great line Between freedom and excess He returns it with a sound of hope And falling under thoughts Randal gets drunk, Randal had fun (Yeah) Lag Wagon Index Raise A Family Maybe I'm just thirty and I don't wanna go to parties anymore, only really need a few close friends I'm just tryin' to keep the hair on my head I think it's time we tie the knot and you and I can make some babies Marriage, mortgage Can't afford it, we are destined to fail, lots of time, We are late, what the hell, smashing through the boundaries, Lunacy has found me, gotta have a family Boys will tell you they'll take care of you But I can tell you girl that there is only one thing they are after, We ain't got no money, honey, it's true, ten thousand vacant in the place where Elvis said "I Do", love me tender Four kids, food stamps Trying to make words count, endless days of minimum wage, Love is ours, food's a dream, a better day, two kids, two cars, life insurance, credit cards, carry on the legacy It's time to raise a family Lag Wagon Index Restrain How does it feel? I have raced to gear some patience, we all made sure here Another mile 5 years expire attempting, seemingly airless time Restrain everything I have Confine the gun it takes So long, so long Confine my time, what a town, living proof My abuse, restrain everything I have Before we accept truth Time to go home now, I hit the wall to be ever patient, Lights out, you bend down now Another blind charge I know there's always train Restrain everything I have Confine the gun it takes So long, so long Confine my time, what a town, living proof My abuse, restrain everything I have Before we accept truth Lag Wagon Index No One Like You Girl, it's been a long time that we've been apart Much too long for a man that needs love I miss you since I've been away Babe, wasn't easy to leave you alone It's getting harder now that I'm gone If I had a choice I would stay Babe There's no one like you, I can't wait for the nights with you, I imagine the things we do, I just wanna be loved by you, no one like you (Yeah, it's killing me Word up) I can't wait for the nights with you, I imagine the things we do, I just wanna be loved by you (Kicking) Girl, yeah, I really know where it's strong or not I've been wanting that 12 year old love I don't want my feelings restrained Uh, babe, I just need you like never before I've been watching you since you were four I'll take all my sorrow away Killer pussy I can't wait for the nights with you, I imagine the things we do, I just wanna be loved by you, no one like you (It's all good) I can't wait for the nights with you, I imagine the things we do, I just wanna be loved by you There's no one like you, I can't wait for the nights with you, I imagine the things we do, I just wanna be loved by you, no one like you I just wait for the nights with you, I imagine the things we do, I just wanna be loved by you, no one like you (Kicking It's all good) I can't wait for the nights with you, I imagine the things we do, I just wanna be loved by you, no one like you (Hey I love you Hey There's no one like you Do it) I just wait for the nights with you, I imagine the things we do, I just wanna be loved by you Lag Wagon Index Freedom Of Choice A victim of collision on the open sea, nobody ever said life's for free Sink, swim down with the ship, use your freedom of choice I'll say it again in the land of the free, use your freedom of choice, your freedom of choice It makes you run, there was a pun about a dog, it's time to fox, He picked the one, he licked the other, he ran in circles, he's not dead Freedom of choice Is what you've got Freedom of choice Then if you got it, you don't want it, seems to be the rule of fun Don't be tricked by what you see, you got two ways to go I'll say it again in the land of the free, use your freedom of choice, your freedom of choice Freedom of choice Is what you've got Freedom of choice It makes you run, there was a pun about a dog, It's time to fox, he picked the one, he licked the other, He ran in circles, he's not dead Freedom of choice Is what you've got Freedom from choice Is what you want Freedom of choice Is what you've got Freedom of choice Lag Wagon Index Brodeo Forgive you That's what you want To roll back in your ways fit And I'm all torn up I bury promise here, you would come back once your feelings are reaped, Fall all out, you will when you found me here in that pit No one here Can sing your song Just stand by the idiots and sing along I bet you loved before and you were a flower on the wall, I built you, block up the bricks (Bricks) I used to knee No one there Can sing your song Just stand by the idiots and sing along Lag Wagon Index Drive By I met her in transit On board time I was abducted For a short time The front door was open but she fit inside She left me out here To justify And pain is here now in some form of goodbye But you died Yes, you died I knew your secret I'm stuck in time I met you in transit with five other ghosts You ran me over Reckless but true Emptied by oceans, my eye's a desert of dry expecting you To drive by I want to see, I want to see to tell you, I'm sorry and pain is here now in some form of goodbye, I've been expecting you, I've been expecting I met her in transit On her way home She left us out here I wanna know she made it back to them Lag Wagon Index Wind In Your Sail It's negative I wish you the worst dear To feel the greatest pain, positive You say it's all in vain, I know I felt And I won't feel again, I know you, hours of madness Years of dysfunction, the deepest embitterment No will to strive or achieve, finale in breakdown Perpetual fall on your knees as you crawl back to me It ends like this I can hope for bliss If you fail again cause I'm right here to witness every step and when you trip I will cherish it Hours of madness, years of dysfunction, the deepest embitterment No will to strive or achieve, finale in breakdown Perpetual fall on your knees as you crawl back to me I live to watch you fail, I live to watch you fail, I live to watch you fail, I am the wind in your sail I wish you the worst dear To feel the greatest pain cause I'm right here to retrieve all you stole, every tear And everything you own I wish you, hours of madness Years of dysfunction, the deepest embitterment No will to trust anyone, this is how I lived This is how you left me blue cause I'd crawl back to Lag Wagon Index Over The Hill Scaling the mountain, I have given up my pride And I've taken to disrupt the edge of rose thorns in my side It's fatal contribution, it's bitter sweet And blind and I'm balancing the mountain of compromise, I went over the hill to be with you, I went over the hill I am over the hill to be with you, am I holding on to last or holding on to lies? Staying in position, objectivity goes by cause it's hard to ignore losing when you're winning all the time And no way to this to help me, the silly fall too low cause commitment is restraining and I can't cope, I went over the hill Over the hill I am over the hill to be with you, am I holding on to last or holding on to lies? The breakfast spent in your house as my disposition's gone And I close my eyes to search in treasuring what I once was I let go of the noose And free the kin, I am falling from the game and landed afoot Lag Wagon Index Defeat You I don't wanna defeat you I don't wanna be sad I don't wanna forgive you I don't wanna be mad cause it's always, Say what you wanted to say as you're walking away and I can't take this dissapointment again, I'm not waiting I don't wanna be near you I don't wanna be far I don't wanna forgive you But I wanted to start cause it's always, Say what you wanted to say as you're walking away and I can't take this silent treatment again, I'm not waiting, I'm not waiting For you I don't wanna defeat you I don't wanna be mad I don't wanna forgive you I don't wanna be sad, yes, it's always, Say what you wanted to say as you're walking away and I can't take this silent treatment again, I'm not waiting, I'm not waiting for you For you Lag Wagon Index Laymens Terms You could say something that fascinated me The air in your small world might clear to breathe Laymens terms, king of fools Illiterate You'd rather be in this back seat Playing to the gallery and they remember all their lines, they all remember the dirt I'm through humoring you I am learning to hate you, it's true I'm through humoring you I've been drinking and sleeping, my enemies' holiday ends Identified, we speak untruths because there's strength in numbers Forced to relate in a world depraved, identify along, we Speak in tongues, give me laymens terms The air in this small world might clear but they won't remember you, they will remember the dirt, the joke I'm through humoring you I am learning to hate you, it's true I'm through humoring you I've been living and dying, my enemies' holiday ends Laymens terms, king of fools, walk with you, walk with you Lag Wagon Index The Champs I begin to hear you, you're the poster job Give them all a fading smile, entertain an ocean, you can't go outside Failure is around the corner as you watched you talk it over, none of it's enough, everyone's too much You're sounding out the dollars, anyone can smile, anyone Seven empty futures, 24 goodbyes Empty backstage full of people and it's all bullshit, your words seem to say nothing (Nothing) Try to recall emission, the thoughts you hear, remember when (Remember when, remember when) Where has it gone, you wanted to roll the dice, anyone can choose, anyone can lose Someday standing in the overwhelming, anyone can act, anyone Though the nameless faces leave you a stranger, city changes, may stay the same Everyone is waiting for the day you fail I began to hear you Lag Wagon Index Demented Rumors Let me get this straight Heard your buddy died, Tuesday, right? (Right) But today is Saturday and I saw him last night No, I wasn't seeing things, I wasn't drunk, can't believe you just laughed That's fucked Some you call your friends show no remorse in the end They laugh at you when are you went So often the rumor's too little to take but a lot mourning time Demented rumors and everything's changed Demented rumors The lies of friends so I did calling for the end, I had a feeling tied, I can't hide, I'm suffering the one, why, oh, why did he die, All the dismay, the chance of a live Demented rumors and everything's changed Demented rumors I stayed up last night for a friend I thought I'd never see again Cause you called her up and said he's dead, How can you speak before you think about what you're saying? How can you say these things you say if this is sense of humor we'll tell you something Who's gonna laugh when you're gone? Who's gonna cry when you're gone? Who is gonna cry? Lag Wagon Index Truth And Justice Yeah Truth and justice And I can't wait for we have to know the truth And what they say is justice What we see All lies, it's justice, a bullet in your fucking face And you believe in the system, believe this whole fraud, The media's lies, the evening you're loaded from within the day, What have you seen, the empty street, that thing, I can't propel it, probably I will, what is right, truth and justice? And I can't wait, where's the fucking truth? And what they say is justice What we see All lies, it's justice, what do you believe, the people always look away Their interest strapped to decay And the people always come on fast Knocked and stole neighbor's cash Fuck justice Justice Justice Between a lie and your cardboard are your interests, You're to weak to strike, the fucked up incest, The woman in the other street liked them again, Can we still burn up before our dying countrys Justice, justice, justice, justice Lag Wagon Index No Conviction Not elected, no evade, no constituency, No regard from government, no more sense for charity, I don't want suck democracy, want to keep my dignity, My eyes see the reality, nothing just insanity, You're life is lake an irony, we venture, strike reality, Media will always keep you, raiding you up Strong believes Without a doubt, you can not figure out what life is all about and are trapped to feel Two more watt where you keep fighting, You're empty inside, life, life, life, life, For me it's electrifying, I'm totally stoned, Singing and ringing up till we are dead Cause you're life is like an irony, we venture, Strike reality, media will always keep you, raiding you up Strong believes Without a doubt, yeah, strong believes without a doubt, How can you, how can you, how can you Have strong believes without a doubt, Have strong believes without a doubt, How can you, you can even think that life counts? Not elected, no evade, no constituency, No regard from government, no more sense for charity, I don't want suck democracy, no way, it's just dignity, My eyes see the real world, nothing just insanity, My life is lake an irony, we venture, strike reality, Media will always keep you, raiding you up Life Lag Wagon Index Jaded Ways I used to be a trustworthy guy I could have bend down my friend But no one seems to care Life, it's all just filthy air, right? But do they giving you anything? When there is nothing give But your people kept thinking They could have mine if you'd like to do, live to all in my life totally jaded It's all that cool and it doesn't beat I walk alone with psychic people that I hated No, I have to dole my jaded ways when there's on more So you're gonna do her Before she's gonna do him Your one demand is to get fucked And I'll be playing with violence This act is a whip And where I would walk for someone else Just keep time, all our live's getting murdered, in my life so totally jaded It's all that cool and it doesn't beat I walk alone with psychic people that I hated Oh, I have to dole my jaded ways when there's on more Lag Wagon Index

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