Deep Water


You find yourself falling down
Your hopes in the sky
But your heart like grape gum on the ground

And you try to find yourself
In the abstractions of religion
And the cruelty of everyone else
And you wake up to realize
Your standard of living somehow got stuck on survive

When you're standing in deep water
And you're bailing yourself out with a straw
And when you're drowning in deep water
And you wake up making love to a wall
Well it's these little times that help to remind
It's nothing without love

You wake up to realize your only friend
Has never been yourself or anyone who cared in the end
That's when suddenly everything fades or falls away
'Cause the chains which once held us
Are only the chains which we've made

When you're standing in deep water
And you're bailing yourself out with a straw
And when you're drowning in deep water
And you wake up making love to a wall
Well it's these little times that help to remind
It's nothing without love, love, love
It's nothing without love

We've compromised our pride
And sacrificed our health
We have to demand more
Not of each other
But more from ourselves
'Cause when you're standing in deep water
And you're bailing yourself out with a straw
When you're drowning in deep water
And you wake up making love to a wall
Well it's these little times that help to remind
It's nothing without love, love, love
It's nothing without love
It's nothing without love

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What's Simple Is True


Turn to me with frozen lips
Your hands are icy cold
Your eyes burn bright
Against the frost-bit sky
You never seemed more lovely
Than you do tonight

Pale on the horizon
Like leaves frozen in the snow
Our two shadows merge inseparably
Well time stands still
If it's pierced with cold

The more I live
The more I know
What's simple is true
I love you

There's a warmth in my heart
It haunts me when you're gone
Mend me to your side
And never let go
So time knows nothing
We'll never grow cold

The more I live
The more I know
What's simple is true
I love you

And twilight descends
On our silhouette
How soon Spring comes
How soon Spring forgets
I wanna hold time
Say it'll never begin

Old Man Winter be our friend
Old Man Winter be our friend

The more I live
The more I know
What's simple is true
What's simple is true
I love I love you

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Hands


If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we're all ok
And not to worry because worry is wasteful
And useless in times like these
I will not be made useless
I won't be idled with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For light does the darkness most fear

My hands are small, I know,
But they're not yours they are my own
But they're not yours they are my own
And I am never broken

Poverty stole your golden shoes
But it didn't steal your laughter
And heartache came to visit me
But i knew it wasn't ever after

We will fight, not out of spite
For someone must stand up for what's right
Cause where there's a man who has no voice
There ours shall go singing

In the end only kindness matters
In the end only kindness matters

I will get down on my knees and I will pray
I will get down on my knees and I will pray
I will get down on my knees and I will pray

My hands are small, I know,
But they're not yours they are my own
But they're not yours they are my own
And I am never broken

My hands are small, i know,
But they're not yours they are my own
But they're not yours they are my own
And I am never broken
We are never broken

We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's mind
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's heart
We are God's eyes
God's hands
God's eyes
God's hands
We are God's hands
God's hands
We are God's hands

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Kiss The Flame


Please love let's make no impartial vow
Let all fall away
That's not crucial now
I want a brave love,one that makes me weak in the knees
I want a crazy,crazy love
One that makes me come undone at the seams

'Cause I'm tired of all these pilgrims,these puritans,these thieves

Of all these unbelievers who wittle love down at the knees
Let the world fall into its sleep
For we shall be spared
We shall be left standing
To face what's left of concrete and honey
br> Kiss the flame
Let's run with the hunted,the untamed
Kiss the flame
Embrace the faceless,the unnamed
Kiss the flame

There are nightmares on the sidewalks
There are jokes on TV
Ther are people selling thoughtlessness
With such casualty
But wherfore art thou Romeo
Wher have all the brave men gone
Show me one man who knows his own heart
To him I shall belong

Kiss the flame
Let's run with the hunted,the untamed
Kiss the flame
Embrace the faceless,the unnamed
Kiss the flame
Kiss the flame
Kiss the flame
Please love let's make no impartial vow

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Down So Long


Boop Boop Be Do Yeah!
The sun sets across the ocean
I'm a thousasnd miles from anywhere
A pocketbook and my heart
Both just got stolen
And that sun act like she don't even care
Wind blows cold when you reach the top
It feels like someone's face is stuck to the bottom of my shoe
I got a plastic Jesus and a cordless telephone
Everybody but you telling me what to do
Well I've been down so long
Oh it can't be longer still
And I've been down for so long
That the end must be drawing near

I looked to everybody but me
To answer my prayers
Til I saw an angel in the bathroom
Who said she saw nobody worth saving anywhere
And the blind man on the corner said
"It's Simple, like flipping a coin
Don't matter what side it lands on
It's somebody else's dime"

Well I've been down so long
Oh It can't be longer still
And I've been down so long
That the end must be drawing near

I take a trip
I catch a train
I catch a plane
Got a ticket in my hand
And then a fat man takes my money
And like cattle we all stand

We've been down so long
Oh it can't be longer still
We've been down so long
That the end must be
I know the end must be
Oh I know the end
Must be drawing near

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Innocence Maintained


Ophelia drowned in the water
Crushed by her own weight
Hitler loved little blue eyed boys
And it drove him to hate
Birds always grow silent before the night descends
'Cause nature has a funny way of breaking what does not bend

A hero's torso built of steel and Novocain
His heart a bitter beat inside a bloodless frame
There was a hole inside his soul a manicure could not fill
So he found himself a whore to love while daisies choked in the window sill

We've made houses for hatred
It's time to make a place
Where people's souls may be seen and made safe
Be careful with each other
These fragile flames
For innocence can't be lost
It just needs to be maintained

A small town in Ohio
Two boys are filled with violence
And darkness spreads it's legs for hate and ignorence
We are given to God to put our faith therein
But to be forgiven, we must first believe in sin
We've made houses for hatred
It's time to make a place
Where people's souls may be seen and made safe
Be careful with each other
These fragile flames
For innocence can't be lost
It just needs to be maintained

I want to live bravely and love without fear
I want always to feel the wings of grace near
We all will be Christed when we hear ourselves say
We are that to which we pray

We've made houses for hatred
It's time to make a place
Where people's souls may be seen and made safe
Be careful with each other
These fragile flames
We've made houses for hatred
It's time to make a place
Where people's souls may be seen and made safe

Be careful with each other
These fragile flames
For innocence can't be lost
It just needs to be maintained

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Jupiter


Venus De Milo in her half-baked shell
Understood the nature of love very well
She said "A good love is delicious
You can't get enough too soon
It makes you so crazy
You want to swallow the moon"

Oh Oh Oh Oh
Jupiter
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Be still my little heart
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Love is a flame
Neither timid nor tame
Take these stars from my crown
Let the years fall down
Lay me out in firelight
Let my skin feel the night
Fasten me to your side
Say it'll be soon
You make me so crazy baby
Could swallow the moon

My hands are two travelers
Across oceans and lands
Yet they are too small
On the continent of your skin
Wandering, Wandering
I could spend my life
Travelling the length of your body each night

Oh Oh Oh Oh
Jupiter
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Be still my little heart
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Love is a flame
Neither timid nor tame
Take these stars from my crown
Let the years fall down
Lay me out in firelight
Let my skin feel the night
Fasten me to your side
And say it'll be soon
You make me so crazy baby
We swallow the moon
Swallow the moon

Oh Oh Oh Oh
Jupiter
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Be still my little heart
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Love is a flame
Neither timid nor tame
Take these stars from my crown
Let the years fall down
Lay me out in firelight
Let my skin feel the night
Fasten me to your side
And say it'll be soon
You make me so crazy baby
We swallow the moon
Swallow the moon
Swallow the moon
Swallow the moon

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Fat Boy


Fat boy goes to the pool
Sees his reflection, doesn't know what to do
He feels little inside and filled with pride

Oh, fragile flame
No one sees the same
Fat boy goes about his day
Trying to think of funny things to say

Like, "This is just a game I play"
And "I like me this way"
Oh fragile flame
When no one feels the same

Hush, sleep, don't think, just eat
Your daddy's little boy
Your momma's pride and joy
You know they love ya
But not because they hold ya

Fat boy says "Wouldn't it be nice
If I could melt myself like ice
Or outrun my skin and justbe pure wind"
Oh fragile flame
Sometimes I feel the same

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Enter From The East


I went out a-wandering
Beneath an unknown sky
The heavens all shook violently
He caught my eye
Strange fruit fell
It struck me to the core
My heart became a single flame
It wanted nothing more

Stranger,enter from the East
Stranger,step inside this place
Oh,and own me,own me.

The clock became a bullet hole
Cruel and unkind
It hurt me with its second hand
Alone another night

Stranger,enter from the East
Stranger,step inside this place
Blue,is that you?
Well,don't bother knocking on my door this time
Blue,go be true for someone else
There's no room inside this heart of mine

My heart has four empty rooms
Three wait for lightning and one waits for you

I must have you all to myself
Feel the full weight of your skin
I'll hollow out my insides
To place you in

Stranger,enter from the East
Stranger,step inside this place
Oh,and own me,own me

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Barcelona


Barcelona: where the winds all blew
The churches don't have windows
But the graveyards do
Me and my shadow are wrestling again
Look out stranger there's a dark cloud moving in

But if you could hear
The voice in my heart
It would tell you
I'm afraid I am alone
Won't somebody please
Hold me, release me, show me
The meaning of mercy
Let me loose
Let me fly
Let me fly
Let me fly

Super-paranoid
I'm blending, I'm blurring, I am bleeding
Into the scenery
Loving someone else is always so much easier
But I hold nyself hostage in the mirror

But if you could hear the voice in my heart
It would tell you
I'm tired of feeling this way
God won't you please
Hold me, release me
Show me the meaning of mercy
Let me loose

Let me fly
Let me fly
Let me fly
And I won't be held down
I won't be held back
I will lead with my faith
The red light has been following me
But don't worry mother
It's no longer my gravity

Hold me, release me
Show me the meaning of mercy
Let me fly
Let me fly
Let me fly

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Life Uncommon


Don't worry mother, it'll be all right
And don't worry sister, say your prayers and sleep tight
It'll be fine lover of mine
It'll be just fine

Lend your voices only to sounds of freedom
No longer lend your strength to that which you wish to be free from
Fill your lives with love and bravery
And you shall lead a life uncommon

I've heard your anguish, I've heard your hearts cry out
We are tired, we are weary, but we aren't worn out
Set down your chains, until only faith remains
Set down your chains

And lend your voices only to sounds of freedom
No longer lend your strength to that
Which you wish to be free from
Fill your lives with love and bravery
And we shall lead a life uncommon

There are plenty of people who pray for peace
But if praying were enough it would have come to be
Let your words enslave no one and the heavens will hush themselves
To hear our voices ring out clear
With sounds of freedom
Sounds of freedom

Come on you unbelievers, move out of the way
There is a new army coming and we are armed with faith
To live, we must give
To live

And lend our voices only to sounds of freedom
No longer lend our strength to that we wish to be free from
Fill your lives with love and bravery
And we shall lead...

Lend our voices only to sounds of freedom
No longer lend our strength to that which we wish to be free from
Fill your lives with love and bravery
And we shall lead a life uncommon

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Do You


Do You
Hey you say, you like the way
The cowboys tip their hats and say
"How's it going man?"
But you're never quite clear
If their glares are sincere
Or really only just second hand

To you it's all roses
It's a lavender haze
The man is a marvel
It's a shame about his brains
That's okay you say
He's got straight teeth
And it's good sex

You look to the sky
You look to the man
You claim innocence
And not to understand
Do you, do you
There's a big man
Wearing a white suit
And patten leather shoes
He wants to take his monkeys
To see the kids at the zoo
Cause the gypsy on the corner said
"Hey mister you can't lose"

And it's the first day at the track
You feel that heat on your back
We all want to find a way to beat the system
Find some rhythm in the madness
Get down on your knees and pray
Say whatever you want, God
Just let me have my way
Well will you, will you

Come on all you merry men
Rally your cry
Dance with the devil
For tomorrow will surely, hey, hey
Blow the men down

You with all your cigarettes and cool stares
Filled with blank glares
And loaded regrets
Just like the girls today
With nothing to say
No more pigtails on pony rides
They're sophisticated
They sip on lattes
And have their eyes
On a bigger prize

We shake our fists and say
"Well Good Golly we're mad"
The God that kills children
With our very own hands
And claim innocence
And not to understand
Do we, do we

Come on all you merry men
Rally your cry
Dance with the devil
For tomorrow will surely, hey, hey
Blow the men down
We'll blow the men down
Hey

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Absence Of Fear


Inside my skin
There is this space...
It twists and turns
It bleeds and aches
Inside my heart
There's an empty room.
It's waiting for lightning;
It's waiting for you
I am wanting, and...
I am needing you here
Inside the absence of fear

Muscles and sinew
Velvet and stone...
This vessel is haunted
It creaks and moans
My bones call to you
In their separate skin.
I make myself translucent
To let you in, for..
I am wanting, and...
I am needing you here
Inside the absence of fear

There is this hunger
This restlessness inside of me
And it knows that you're no stranger,
You're my gravity
My hands will adore you
Through all darkness, and aim
Lay you out in moonlight
And reinvent your name
For I am wanting, and...
I am needing you
To be here...
I need you near...
Inside the absence of fear.

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The Little Bird


( Sung to Jewel Kilcher by her mother Lenedra as a child )

Here's a little bird somebody sent
Down to the Earth to live on the wind
Blowing on the wind
And she sleeps on the wind
This little bird somebody sent.

Light and fragile and feathered sky blue
Thin and graceful, the sun shining through
She flies so high up in the sky
Way out of reach of human eyes.

Light and fragile and feathered sky blue
Thin and graceful, the sun shining through
She flies so high up in the sky
Way out of reach of human eyes.

Light and fragile, she's feathered sky blue
Thin and graceful the sun shining through
And the only time that she touches ground
Is when that little bird, little bird
Is when that little bird, little bird
Is when that little bird dies.

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